This truly, will never be over.
I found a comment today that just drove home the feelings that are always just below the surface of every waking moment. It said,
‘Everything broke that day, the sky and the earth and all the hearts in the world, nothing can ever mend it. It’s never over and it’s never done with. It is never over……
How come none of these types of things were never brought up when I was interacting with the adoption agency or the one visit I had with the counselor I was referred to by the adoption agency???? Oh that’s right, it wasn’t the priority. What WAS the priority was the ‘exchange’ (MONEY and baby).
Here is what the agency never wanted me to hear……..
REJECTION IS PROBABLE
YOUR SON WILL HAVE A WOUNDED SOUL
YOUR SON MAY NOT ACCEPT YOUR TRUTH
REUNION BRINGS GRIEF
HERE…..IS what I needed to hear: